aaaaaaaaaa!

this music is utterly, utterly fucking-amazing. i found it as the soundtrack for an escaflowne AMV. the AMV was a van/hitomi focused affair, but i think the song far better suits dilandau's attitude towards van, at least if you're a hopeless yaoi girl like me.

i would die for you
i would die for you
i've been dying just to feel you by my side
to know that you're mine

i would burn for you
i'd feel pain for you
i would twist a knife and bleed my aching heart
and tear it apart

i will lie for you
beg and steal for you
i will crawl on hands and knees until you see
you're just like me


oh the connections. oh the chills. oh the obssessive listening. oh the dilandau-channeling.

oh the fact that none of the above will make any sense unless you're my roommate, or maybe lisa.

in other news...
an article of my clothing got acronyms recently. this makes me happy. (the ASoC, referring to the Allmighty Shirt of Cleavage, a vinyl zip-up affair with a very low neckline, is the item in question.)
i decided that, if i had a breadbox, i would probably keep cthulhu in it, along with perhaps black body paint, nail polish, blood, etcetera.
i now know the very basics of programming in python.
my theories as to the changing waters in channelwood (this one's for all you myst freak[s] out there) are starting to solidify, in their own funky way. i might be writing fic soon. i already have fragments. bwahahahaha.
my roommate read my fragments of fluff-smut that i wrote recently (see pigtails in the first entry) and was made happy. cheese sauce rules.
i am wondering whether i might be able to make AMVs. i am also wondering whether this whole livejournal thing is a pointless venture of hubris that will alienate half my online friends because i swear. but mainly i'm noticing that this is a really good song. on the level of closer as far as dark love songs go, and given my associations with closer, that says a lot.
can't think of anything else to say right now. i hope ficness will happen. the muses are certainly noisy enough. i also have incredible amounts of shit i have to do that is getting procrastinated. eek.
*sidles away*