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letterbladeStill no internet. Girlfriend lost router. No idea when now. Probably never, at this rate.
Survived Festival. Even enjoyed a good deal of Festival. Would still kinda rather have been home alone writing, but mergh.
Also still no writing done. No time. Then no energy. Yesterday I had alone time, but barely enough to keep self from going insane, possibly not even that; no time to write.
Went to bed at 11 last night, insomnia until 12. Slept until 4, when woken by Cyn having seizures. Remained awake. Two hours later, said screw it and went to play on internet. Work today will be fun like root canal, but that's nothing new.
Insomnia new. Insomnia not good.
Depression getting worse, all the time. Finally got therapy; it's nice, but we probably can't afford it. Cannot bear idea of going to work, but there's nothing to do about it. Nothing to do about any of it.
Don't bother with me anymore.
Survived Festival. Even enjoyed a good deal of Festival. Would still kinda rather have been home alone writing, but mergh.
Also still no writing done. No time. Then no energy. Yesterday I had alone time, but barely enough to keep self from going insane, possibly not even that; no time to write.
Went to bed at 11 last night, insomnia until 12. Slept until 4, when woken by Cyn having seizures. Remained awake. Two hours later, said screw it and went to play on internet. Work today will be fun like root canal, but that's nothing new.
Insomnia new. Insomnia not good.
Depression getting worse, all the time. Finally got therapy; it's nice, but we probably can't afford it. Cannot bear idea of going to work, but there's nothing to do about it. Nothing to do about any of it.
Don't bother with me anymore.