Skijumping rocks...

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...and I just managed to waste several long hours' worth of knitting. Fuck. Fucking FUCK! I should've known that thinking that I actually understood the cables was too good to be true.

I hate being a fuckup.

Got my shiny dice though. Was the requisite single small dorky good thing that got me through the day. And shiiiiiiiiny they are. (Hence the knitting. Dice bag.)

Spent more of the day than I would care to admit listening to this song, crying, remembering Maine, chickening out from calling Anna. Gah. Fucking hell. I hate this. And now my back hurts like hell, too.

Comments

[forgottenlover.livejournal.com]

At least you know how to knit ::hugs:: I'm sure it's not as bad as it seems

[kytyngurl2.livejournal.com]

*hugs* I'm worried about you, you know. I've had my share of really really really bad spells over the last few months.

You are a great person and deserve happiness. I hope you feel better soon... If you ever need someone to talk to, about anything, think of me, okay?

*hugs again for good measure*

[mattador.livejournal.com]

*hugs* Shiny dice are excellent. Alas, I am too broke for them.

We should make an AIM-date for sometime this weekend to engage in crazy geeky discussions and RPing.