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Resurgence of an old demon
Aug. 18th, 2008 08:59 pm...social anxiety with regards to emails and LJ comments and the general practice of keeping in touch with people?
CHECK.
*chases anxiety around with a hairbrush and attempts to smite*
Like, I both want to be in touch with people and kind of squirm away from the concept and the sometimes uncomfortably large amounts of effort involved? And then I get into these horrible complexes of 'if I haven't emailed himherit in x amount of time, sheheit must hate me?' And then I convince myself that if I express the slightest degree of awkward they'll thing I'm a freak and tell everybody and then I'll never find a roommate?
THE LITTLE FUCKER.
This particular demon hasn't been this bad in a while. The little twit. I'M GONNA THONG IT.
...as soon as I have dinner. Must fooooood.
CHECK.
*chases anxiety around with a hairbrush and attempts to smite*
Like, I both want to be in touch with people and kind of squirm away from the concept and the sometimes uncomfortably large amounts of effort involved? And then I get into these horrible complexes of 'if I haven't emailed himherit in x amount of time, sheheit must hate me?' And then I convince myself that if I express the slightest degree of awkward they'll thing I'm a freak and tell everybody and then I'll never find a roommate?
THE LITTLE FUCKER.
This particular demon hasn't been this bad in a while. The little twit. I'M GONNA THONG IT.
...as soon as I have dinner. Must fooooood.