Hrm.

[letterblade]

I've realized that my mind is incapable of letting itself be happy for very long, on account of the fact that it's decided it deserves not to be. This is unpleasant for me and off-putting for others, as it makes it hard for either myself or those I love to be in proximity to me, and I'd rather like to get rid of it, but don't know how.

In the good news segment--either this has meaning to you or it doesn't, and if it doesn't, ignore it--I found Firefly. (We'd been out of touch for a while.) She's currently fast asleep inside me. It's good to have her back.

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[cktraveler.livejournal.com]

I'm not going anywhere. I may need to step back sometimes, sometimes even run out to the Diesel to get away for a couple of hours here or there, but I will always return.

I'm ... relieved ... I was getting worried, and wondering if her absence had anything to do with ... this.

Monday, honey. I promise. I'll go down there and if they can't help I'll find someone I can.

[wired-lizard.livejournal.com]

No, her absence didn't have anything to do with this--low energy levels, probably yes, but not the current bout of writerly wangst.

*hugs*

She's snuggled inside me--I've put on the ring so she doesn't go dribbling about.

I want this fixed. For both our sakes; you shouldn't have to deal with it.

[cktraveler.livejournal.com]

You shouldn't have to deal with it either.

[shadesong.livejournal.com]

Yay Firefly, at least? *pets Firefly* *pets you*

[flamesword.livejournal.com]

Mmmm, icon.